This coming week is a four day working week for me. I fly out to Barcelona early Friday morning to return the following Wednesday. I can not wait to get away! It has been far too long since I got away, well May feels like a looong time ago.
I can’t help but feel guilty for going away though. I am away for a total of four working days, but just thinking about the work when I get back is scaring me. Since moving into a new team of just two of us, I feel guilty for leaving my 40 files in my team leaders responsibility, when she has already got over 50 files herself.
The only thing I can do is keep a good file handover list and not worry whilst I am away. Don’t get me wrong I can’t wait to get away and it is much needed, but the responsibility of my role makes it harder to let go when I know I’m leaving it all behind. I’m sure I’ll forget what work I had but then get nervous when I get back as to how much I have to deal with.
I will definitely be in holiday mode though, I need this get away. It has been so stressful over the past few months and I need good down time/ relaxation.
Definitely not looking forward to coming back though!