I am so fed up of work.

This week has been crap to say the least. Monday’s completion went wrong as the tenant in the property vacated with immediate effect and my client was paying extra for the purchase  just because a tenant was in the property. After a price reduction was agreed (even though we had exchanged contracts) everything was ok (I hope!)

Yesterday would have to have been the worst day EVER at work. My case load has slowly gone up as I had completed on a lot of my files. I had calls from all my clients kicking off at the same time.

I call up my client as I he wanted to speak to me and left a message for me to call back. I return his call and confirm that as we are selling a house we are responsible for answering any enquiries our buyers have. He didn’t get why. This is the second buyer he has had as the previous one pulled out. We had a copy of the valuation report for the current buyers and my client questioned what was in there. “The person who carried out the survey isn’t qualified” no of course he isn’t!! He is just paid to value a property out of thin air!! He continued to shout at me as if I was stupid and that everything was my fault, clearly. I apparently shouted back as I was frustrated. I managed to get him to answer the enquiries, a whole 35 minutes later!!

Then I had to call another client back (company policy is all call backs must be done in the same day, even if at 5pm!!) I returned this clients call. She is selling a leasehold flat with a very unresponsive landlord. She asked me to confim to her landlord that she will not pay any rent until the questionnaire is answered. I did as she instructed me to do. She calls in and states that she spoke to the landlord and he felt threatened by my letter requesting a response to the standard leasehold questionnaire we have. And then she went in for the kill, her exact words were “you’re useless” I asked her to repeat it (as I was shocked more than anything) which of course she did. I couldn’t speak. I just burst into tears. Two clients in a row either having a go at me or taking their frustrations out on me.I had been calling her landlord and writing to him with no answer, but of course it was my fault.

On both files I had done everything I could have. I couldn’t have done anymore than I had done, unless I physically flied to them to get a response! I’m fed up of clients taking their anger out on me and fed up of my job.

I no longer look forward to work. I’m sick of it. It’s just a means to an end at the moment. Granted clients have expectations BUT cut me a bit of slack. I guess I’m used to pleasing clients and not having any complaints so the first or two complaints hit the hardest. Luckily my team leader helped me out and told me not to worry (and said I’m not dead inside, which made me laugh). I need a break, a big long break away from everything!

…I hate it!! Why can’t work be where everyone gets along and there are no politics involved!

Seriously hate my job at times.

Today I got my very first, file of my own! It feels weird now that I have my own file, but it’s a good weird.

It’s different as I haven’t had to deal with my own caseload at previous places; most of the time it’s having to look after files and not be the main fee earner. But that’s all changed now :D

I will still be helping others with their files but I will slowly be given a bigger caseload later down the line. It’s progress and I’m not complaining, that is all :D

6 months ago I decided I needed a plan to sort my career side of things out.

Well the 6 months are over.

Following the sequence I did for the original post

1. I am not in the same position as I was in 6 months ago

2. I have a paid legal job

3. I have cut down my contract at my weekend job, I only work Saturday’s now. The legal role I have is temporary to permanent so for now, I feel this is the best position for me.

4. Once I start getting paid I am saving, I have way too much to look forward to this year.

5. I am actually studying Intermediate Spanish now. First assignment is due soon, eek!

I can’t beleive my plan has worked. 6 months can definitely make a difference. I feel ten times more positive now that I have more experience and can use this to my advantage. I am still not quite on the trainee solicitor map as yet, but its a start. Things can only get better :)

This week just gone by has been possibly the most longest week of my life, so far.

I started the week off with a great job in another city and by midweek I had another job offer elsewhere. The first job offer, which I accepted and went to for a few days, was just what I had been looking for. It was a great corporate firm and the role was a caseworker/paralegal role. The only problem I had was the commute. It would take roughly 2 hours in the morning and evening to commute. I went for a few days and I came to realise that I may not be able to do the journey all the time, especially if I needed to take work home with me. For the days that I went, I ended up coming home and wanting to go sleep and nothing else.

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